Depressed by my own indecision, by my inaction, my unknowing, being torn between this life and a simpler one that a large part of my soul yearns for. Apparently it's in the blood. My second cousin left civilization to build his own house - no electricity/plumbing - up in the mountains. His brother made an award-winning documentary about it. Called DoDah. I'm tired of having to worry about everything. I'm sick of my own hypocrisy.
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